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Profile This *cool* 15year old rocker boy's full name is Ricky He came in cold, covered in blood on 24th Sep 1994. Has been growing since then, & is about 1.65m in height now. You can e-mail & msn him at starking1994@gmail.com He's a foreigner, so naturally speaks SINGLISH. Tag
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Tuesday, November 2, 2010, 4:48 AM
Dear blog,Life is always full of unfairness sia. I still dunno why , maybe it is my fate bah :( I always wish tat i could noe wad a person's is thinking sia and how he or she is feeling. I really hate my life because there is nobody to love me or care for me. Since the day, i am born i was always alone and always am a unlucky guy. I really envy all my friends because they are more handsome and they are always better than me. I hope tat god had given me a good life but he never did it but i never blame him because i this kind of guy is not worth of a good life. I am a foreign student in other country and always get discriminated by people but wad can i do sia, it is the fact tat i am from a lousy country. Since young, i always wish tat my father and my mother will always be there for me but it never happen.I did not have a happy family. There were days when i keep punching the walls whenever i get sad. I always prayed to god tat he will help me meet a person who will always be there for me and a person who will always love me n care for me. My exams result are not good sia. Even though i pass all my subjects, all the score were lower than last time. i think i should better learn from this mistakes and do better for my O level bah. For now i did not wish for anything, i only wish tat she will pass her retest and promoted to next year express. I really love her and this is the first time in my life which i really had fallen in love wif someone. Wish u will also love me forever and I hope tat we can continue our relationship forever. I really hate my life :( |